I'm so miserable

Dec 23, 2009

I have never been so miserable in my life. I don't know why I thought I would be able to handle this. I know I can't change anything at this point. There is no going back, only forward. I feel sad, depressed and deprived. Tomorrow, I'm supposed to spend Christmas Eve with my family, but I really don't even want to go. They will be eating all these foods I wish I could have. I don't know why I would put myself in that situation. It's already hard enough as is. When is it going to get better? I feel like I'm losing my sanity!

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