DATE

WEIGHT WAIST HIPS THIGH CALF NECK BICEP CHEST ANKLE
1/3/06 310                
8/3/06 325 (STARTED COACHING VOLLEYBALL)
10/3/06 310                
1/4/07 300 (STARTED LOW CARB, LOW FAT DIET)    
1/9/07 295 (WENT TO THE CLINIC FOR A CHECKUP-STARTED BP PILLS)
1/18/07 290 (WENT TO THE CLINIC, STARTED METFORMIN PILLS)
1/20/07 290 48” 57” 31” 17.5” 15” 17” 44” 10”
8/2/07--VSG 289                
8/6/07 278                
8/16/07  269                
9/2/07 259                
11/5/07  237                
01/2/09 171  (PLASTICS)              
 02/06/09  168  37"  41"  23.5"  14" 13"   12"  41" 8.5" 
 Toral lost        
 
Goals:

1.  Ride any roller coaster I want with out worrying if I will fit****DONE 10/26/07 Universal Studios and Six Flags California
2.  Fit in a regular plane seat and fasten the seatbelt comfortably****DONE 11/4/07 
5.5 hour flight from Phoenix to Anchorage
3.  Ride horses, and not worry about hurting the horse****DONE 1/10/08
Rode horses with my mom in Kona, Hawaii
4.  Ride on a zip line
5.  Go river rafting and fit in the wetsuit
6.  Be able to shop in any store I want and find my size
7.  Buy clothes without an X in it ***Done 1/5/09 bought a large t-shirt in Hawaii
8.  Buy a size 18***Done 1/13/08
9.  Buy a size 16***Done 2/1/08
10.  Buy a size 14***Done 3/17/08
11.  Buy a size 12*** Done 7/7/08
12.  Buy a size 10!!!
13.  Be comfortable with my body
14.  Fit in any chair without wondering if it will break*** done many times
15.  Go Parasailing
16.  Look good in a bathing suit

 


I've been looking into WLS since 2004 but didn't start posting on here until 2005. I've done so much research about different kinds of WLS it just amazes me how much I've learned about all the different surgeries. I just absorb whatever I can find and learn everything I can about what the best decision is for me. I was seriously thinking about getting the DS surgery, and had a doctor picked out and was even looking at plane tickets to get it done, and then I started doing more research and seeing that there were a lot of people with regrets about their DS. And I started questioning myself, will I really be able to keep up with all the supplements and aftercare that the DS requires? If I don't I could seriously screw up my body, and end up with fragile bones by the time I'm 40!!! I just wasn't willing to risk my well being at this time in my life on the DS. I think the VSG is a much better choice for ME at this time in my life. And if it doesn't work in the long run then I can look into the DS and maybe I would be more willing to keep track of all the supplements and such. 

I've been overweight since I was like 6, and just kept gaining weight every year. I've never been a normal weight person, and I feel that my weight has held me back from doing a lot of things in life. I have self-esteem issues, that I've tried to conquer and I've been working on for a long time but they are still there. I find myself trying to avoid socializing with people, just because it's such an effort to find the right things to say. I have friends, just not really close friends. I haven't had a best friend since elementary school, and I've asked myself "what was I like when I was younger? How can I be that same person?" I was a happy-go-lucky kid who always loved to have fun, and didn't really care what people thought of me---maybe I should be like that again. I'm only 25 and I'm trying to find my inner child--hahaha!! 

I just want to get out from under all this fat and live free and happy!! 

It's really therapudic to write down all my thoughts in here, to see it on "paper" and see what I'm really feeling. Sometimes I just have so many thoughts they all get jumbled up, but to write it down makes it all clearer.

Old posts

 

 

January 6, 2007

Well I was going to get the DS but then decided it would probably be better for me to get the VSG. I would feel more comfortable at this time in my life to have the VSG rather than the DS. I think at my age and place in life it is a wiser decision to have the VSG, and if later in life I decide I need the Full DS I can always get the second half later :)  Doing some research right now for the VSG and hope to find a great doctor and get going on it soon.

 

6/1/2006
Well I've decided that I want to go to Dr. Antelmo in Brazil instead of Dr. Ungson in Mexico, because I really want to have my DS Lap. I've talked to a lot of people about the open v.s. Lap style and most people say that either one is a good choice-- it's just a personal choice as to which kind you prefer--And I would prefer the Lap. It was a hard choice to make because they are both really excellent doctors.
I have to admit that another deciding factor was that I've always wanted to see Brazil, and I've already been to Mexico--So Brazil it is :)
Still don't have a date, and I'm still researching :)

 

3/29/06

Still looking into surgery, and asking all the questions I can think of on OH, duodenalswitch.com, and Dr. U's yahoo group. Those three sites are pretty much my life right now, I check them everyday to soak up as much info as I can about the DS and the whole experience. I've never had surgery or stayed in a hospital, so I'm really nervous about that part and want all the details so I can know what to expect.

Basically the only thing I think about is the DS and how I can get it done and how I can tell my family.

I went on vacation to Australia with my grandparents on Jan 25-Feb 18 of this year. And after we got back I saw the pictures and I was mortified because of the way I looked in them. This trip just confimed my want and need for the DS. I was so uncomfortable on that 10 hour flight from Honolulu to Sydney!! I don't think I'll go anywhere on a plane that long before I do something about my weight. That's what I said last year when I went to Ireland, but I was given the opportunity to go to Australia so I took it. I was hoping to have the DS done before my next big trip after Ireland, but the DS would have to wait after the Australia trip. I usually go on a big trip once a year and I'm hoping to have the DS done and lose a bunch of weight before my next trip. I would really like to be able to fit in an airplane seat comfortably and buckle the seatbelt without an extender.

Anyway just for kicks and hopefully something I can compair my life to after my DS I'm going to list my daily routine at the moment:

I get up everyday thinking about the DS, turn on my computer and read everyone's posts about the DS, watch a little t.v., take a shower then dig through all my clothes to see which ones aren't too tight to be able to sit down comfortably and last through the day at work. Eat a little something on the drive to work. Drag myself into work for a few hours, think about the DS some more and how much better my life would be post-op. Eat something on the drive home then eat some more after I get home. Watch some t.v. and then check my computer again for new posts about the DS. Go to bed around 2 or 3 am wondering about how I can tell my family about the DS and that I desperatly want and need it. Then wake up the next day and start it all over again. wow. exciting life isn't it? NOT! Just a big boring circle that seems to just repeat and repeat like dejavous every stinking day. I hope one day I can look back on this and think wow my life is a lot better now that I've had the DS and I'm glad I left that boring repeatative life behind. But for now all I can do is dream and hope for a better life in the future :)

 




3/14/06

Well I haven't got a surgery date, but I've still been doing lots of reading on all the DS boards and it's only made me more knowledgable about the whole process. I have to tell all you post-ops that your words mean the world to me. The more I read about people's experiences the more I want to be a post-op and on the losing side. I have read both sides, both the good and the bad about the DS and the good over powers the bad. I mean there are a few people who have had problems with the DS but not nearly as many as the RNY.

I still have to get a regular doctor and see if I have any problems other that being fat. I haven't been to a doctor for like 5 years and that was only to get a sports physical. I'm a pretty healthy person except for being obese. I'm one of those people who say if you're not sick why go to the doctor? Also I don't have any health insurance so I don't want to spend a bunch of money having doctors telling me I need to lose weight--Duh! I already know that! But I'm also worried that they might tell me I have something else---I feel fine, but then again you never know what they'll find.

I also have to have a doctor for pre-op tests and for post-op check-ups. I'm so out of my league right now--I have no clue how to find a good doctor and how much it will cost me.

One other thing, I haven't really told anyone else that I really want this surgery. I may have mentioned in the past that I was researching it but that's about it. I'm still not sure if I'd want to tell everyone that I've had the surgery. I'd probably just tell my closest friends and relatives, because I don't want to be answering a bunch of questions everytime I see someone. I mean of course everyone would see that I lost a bunch of weight and I could just say " diet and excersize", which is true I would be on a new "diet" and excersizing I would just leave out certain truths like having surgery.

Well I guess that's all for now, done venting all my problems and issues.

 



01/03/06
A little about myself: I'm currently about 310 lbs, 5' 7" and 23 years old. I've been overweight since about 5 years old, and every year a few more pounds just kept adding on. Then before I knew it I was obese. I've always been the chubby kid and hated it. Clothes don't fit the same as your friends, and you're always self concious about what others are thinking about you. I'm still self concious but I've kinda gotten over it, because I know people think I'm fat and I just don't care anymore about what they think. The only thing I really care about is my health and not being able to do all the activites I love to do.

In these past few years my weight has really gotten to me because I can't do some of the things I love to do, like go on amusement park rides, fly in an airplane comfortably, play volleyball, or ride horses. I'm a pretty active person and it just gets to me when my weight holds me back from what I love to do. I hate being confined to only a few things that I enjoy. I want to be able to do anything I want and not worry about my weight holding me back. And it really sucks that I can't fit in an airplane seat comfortably, because I love to travel!!

After being on many diets through out my life I've finally come to the conclusion that surgery is probably my only option to a healthy normal life. None of the diets I have been on have worked out long term, and it is very difficult to lose the weight. I think a major factor is my genes, because there are quite a few obese people in my family tree. I don't eat huge amounts of food, I eat normal portions, yet I still gain weight---even if I excercise!! All throughout high school I was on the volleyball team and dieted, and maybe lost 5 pounds. And that was pretty vigorous excercise, for 6 days a week!

Anyway that's pretty much my sad story, and I hope to get the funds to get the DS surgery sometime around April 2006. I don't have any health insurance and I'll have to find a general doctor to have after the surgery and for the pre-op tests. So I'll be paying everything out of pocket!! Money is basically the only thing holding me back from getting it done. If somebody gave me the money today I'd say heck yeah lets go, I'm definatly ready for my life to change for the better :)




You scored as Fall. You are FALL. You appreciate all that you have, and are willing to share with others. You are a friend in the truest sense of the word, and can easily focus your attention on those who need you, placing yourself on the back burner. You make sure your responsibilites are met before you allow yourself 'free time'.

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Nov 2005
Looking into DS surgery, and will probably have to pay for it myself because I don't have any health insurance. I'm considering Dr. Ungson in Mexico. If there is anyone out there who has and information about Dr. Ungson or the DS surgery I'd love to hear from you. Thanks, Julie :)

 

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Glennallen, AK
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08/02/2007
Surgery Date
Apr 18, 2005
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