Angel V.

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It is hard to believe I have been here for two months already....  I have my last visit with the NUT on Dec. , then I can start the process for insurance approval, wish me luck.  I haven't updated in a long time and WOW! has a lot happened...  Most recently the man that owns the company that my dad has worked at since just after I was born passed away, I know that it sounds like he is just a boss so to speak, but this man was truly an incredible person, he was the most generous of people you could ever imagine, the company is small and in the building industry..if you pay attention to the economy you know that this business is not booming to say the least, so I am concerned that some serious changes could be foreth coming as far as the business is concerned...take one thing at a time right.  Well today was the funeral and I went with my dad to be a support.  Well on the way into the church where the funeral was my cell phone fell out of my purse and literally got run over by a truck, (this is truly my luck)....  We are at the end of our contract, we are broke, hince it is Christmas time, and have medical bills galore, I'm freaking out about not having my cell phone.  Never thought that I would be dependent on a cell phone, I used to make fun of "those people".

I have my Psych Eval tomorrow morning, I know I'll do fine but am nervous because I'm not exactly sure what they look for in determining if the surgery is a good choice for you....wish me luck. 

OK enough rambling for now, I will try to update more frequently...can't wait to be post op and be able to write about my changes.

Well the day started out slow and very much normal....  I have been having a lot of emotions regarding the process that I have started down...to my new self per say.  I have been feeling the need to talk about this all of the time so it seems.  I am very close to my mother-n-law who is a medical professional and has encountered some bad experiences on the side of WLS, so I had not mentioned this to her.  Well it has sort of been eating away at me to tell her, I can't stand having secrets.  So, I called her and asked if she would meet for lunch...hince every meeting must be around FOOD!!  That is going to change.  I told her and much to my suprise she had only encouraging things to say (YEA!!) I am so relieved to know I have another supportive person to help on this roller coaster.  

My journey is just beginning but I am very excited....I don't think I've ever been so excited about something in my life... I have a HOPE of a healthy future.