AAAHHHH!

Jun 23, 2009

I had a horrible day yesterday mentally! My aunt had been hospitalized on Friday after having a heart attack, they gave my mother in law less then a month to live and are having a hard time finding care for her to go home & we had a external safety aduit at work. I felt like it finally all caught up with me and was sick of salads (my pre-op consists of this). So I had a salad but also a hot dog and weighed myself when I got home. IT SHOWED I WENT UP A POUND!! I freaked out and ate some peanuts also. Then a few hours later after reading a book and calming down I took off my clothes (which I normally do when weighing my self) and the scale gave a better reading of being down an actual pound! So I had been soo wound up that I over reaacted. This made me feel soooo much better. I am now excited to head to Toronto tomorrow afternoon for my surgery on Friday just slightly worried about the workers strike and garbage flow! oh well can't control it so no need to worry about it!
THinking of everyone around me, wishing I could help more!
<3Balla
xoxox

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