It's been a year, still stuck here...

Jun 21, 2010

It's been a year since my last post and almost that long since I've been on here.  It seems like that long since I've had motivation to try to get more weight off.  My port is still floating, due to lack of money to fix it, the weight loss/lack there of falls all on me and my work.  Wishing where I live there were more people around that have had surgery and know what to do and how to deal and can be a support for me.  Someone to go workout/walk with would be awesome, even someone to talk to that knows what I mean would be amazing, my friend from last blog is still paying for a gym membership but hasn't been since I quit like a year ago (again, lack of funds). The boyfriend is now the husband and he is stubborn and lazy, it's like when I ask to go for a walk with the dogs you think i would have asked him to eat the grass, not just mow it or something awful like that, it's all computer and tv for him.  Odd thing is he talks about being fat and wanting to loose weight and has even mentioned possible WLS for himself but isn't very supportive of others...weird huh? And YES, I know I can do it alone and have many times before during day when hubby is gone I do workout tapes stretch and walk and work around house.  I think it's much easier to do something with someone else especially when they want it too. Sorry to be so down and out.  I've got to get some of this weight off soon, going to a family reunion with my husband (his) and meeting lots of new people don't want them to think, gah why'd he marry such a fat a**?  I may try the ketosis diet for a couple weeks and see how that works.  ~Love and Lots of Losing, Lauren

 Yea, I'm lazy too!  Gonna try to change that, later today!

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