Barb, whatever you do never give up. The Bible says while there is breath there is HOPe. Take my hand and together we can cross over to a better life. A life that we deserve and through that we can be a better , yet stronger person. Not only in our physicle life but in our FAITH in GOD. God bless you and I am here for you if you need a FRIEND. Love and prayers also. God bring you through your time with flying colors and a quick and safe recovery. hugsssssssssssssssssssssss to you my FRIEND..