barbie1963
surgery date.. 3-15-10
Feb 06, 2010
Well, just blogging about my up coming surgery.... to fix female issues..damn want to lose 10lbs before then, with all this stress at work... really trying hard not to much...
I am still exercising and weighing and measuring food... trying to refocus and remember my dream.. my goal..
my health.. lol
I want so bad to finally reach goal by June '10, it will be two years, gosh where has the time gone???
Since I had surgery, started walking daily, weighing and measuring my food and writing it down.. I have books and books.. lol hold all that info plus my weight.. and comments....
yes 33lbs to go and would like to have 10lbs off before surgery... and hope this will be the last one for awhile
It is so nice to wear smaller clothes and to fit places I couldn't before.. hehe
and to actually have people tell me I shouldn't lose anymore weight.. I guess compared to where I was I do look small.. lol
Only a few people at work know I had the surgery, but everyone knows I get up at 230am to workout before work... at least 60-75 mins and I have even tried to do 90 mins, worked yesterday 14 hrs and with traveling got to bed 11pm
up at 3am to do another before going back to work..
yes, I open my eyes in the morning, reaching for my exercise clothes and sneakers..
yeah I did tell you I do have a brain disorder, disease... lol well, I think it effected me.. wicked bad... to the extent I work out like a manic.... before the band I wasn't able to exercise, the pressure was so high in my head, that that wasn't an option... but after I started 10 mins at a time and kept building time and speed.. to where I am today..and God help me, I am not stopping!!!!!!
I posted here about stress and grazing and got some great responses and help.. and gosh I appreciated it
I come here and read daily again to help motivate me...
this continues to be a journey.... one that is so worth fighting...
for the most part I am free of my cravings for food/s and portions, but I have my days too
and try so hard to stay focused.. when I am not...
I know how it is if I do lose control.... or I would have never been heavy and never needed the band in the first place..
So, I am going to do this... I have to..
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About Me
Parsonsfield, ME
Location
31.6
BMI
Surgery
06/10/2008
Surgery Date
Mar 19, 2007
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