baseabolt
I am the type of person now that I am OK with my weight right now. I just really try not to let it bother me. My husband has given me a lot of confidence, and love and thinks I am beautiful just the way that I am. I love him!!!!
Now I have always been heavy! I got teased in school terribly, kids are so mean!!! I was so shy then because of my weight and lack of confidence. My mother was heavy, she died April 22, 2006 (she was 49 years old). My mom and I were not very close the last 5 years of her life, due to her trying to hurt me and my family. I do know for the past 15 years that she battled RA, which has showed up in my blood work. I know one of the factors to keep RA from getting worse is to get your weight under control, which my mom never did. She died from scryosis of the liver. Then Christmas my dad had a major heart attack with 3 blocked auteries. He is doing pretty good now but I know that this to can have a lot to do with weight.
I need to save mine and my family's lives!!!!!
