Baybgirl37
ok, so here it is my story....well I was always the "fat" one or "chubby" one..every since I can remember. It all started in school..kids can be sooo mean and cruel and I never forget any comment someone has said to me about my weight..u dont... it stays with u..and even though ignorant a$$holes make comments it still hurts..but I have gotten the attitude to not give a f**k what anyone thinks..seriously..but I can say that but it still bothers me alot..like why do people think it is ok to make fat comments its horrible...
so yea, I am the fat friend out of the group and the fat sister as apposed to my skinny minny sister..and its funny when we tell people we are related I always get that look like umm you dont look alike (hense meaning well why are u so fat and ur sister is so skinny) i love those looks..it amazes me..the I love how if you are out with a bunch of friends I always getting ignored like I have a disease I mean like come on are u kidding me...I may not be a skinny as some of these girls but hell i have a better personality and a prettier face lol people dont want to take time to see that ..but o well their loss,they suck anyway..lol !!!! I cant wait to see these people after I have lost all my weight ..o and there is always that once ex boyfriend that I cant wait to run into after all is said and done...!!! hahahhaha
And over the past few months I have began to realize that I cant fit that comfy into a booth at a restaurant..and at first I am like umm something must be wrong with the booth!! then it started happening at other restaurants and I began to get sick and disgusted..not to mention my boobs are HUGE and everytime i go to eat something it always winds up on my chest...how embarrassing..i mean I like the big boobs,, but man they hurt my back..i am ready to get them shrunken..along with everything else on my body..
o and just a side note, because I have to vent I love how people say aw u have a such a pretty face..like is that supposed to make me feel better that u are lookin at my body and think that is not pretty but by sayin o your face is pretty it makes me feel great...lolol come on people ..