ARE WE A FOOL FOR LOVE

Feb 24, 2007

ARE WE A FOOL FOR LOVE, WHAT IS LOVE, AM I HARD TO UNDERSTAND OR DO I JUST MISUNDERSTAND YOU, SO MANY TIMES ARE WORDS OR USED AGAINST YOU ARE TWISTED TO SAY SOMETHING THAT YOU WERENT EVEN THINKING OF SAYING.  AM I TOO SENTATIVE LETS LOOK AT MY SIGN WHICH IS LEO Generous and warmhearted, Creative and enthusiastic, Broad-minded and expansive, Faithful and loving On the dark side....
Pompous and patronizing, Bossy and interfering, Dogmatic and intolerant OK READING THE SIGNS IT EXPLAINS ME TO THE TEE BUT FOR THE DARK SIDE PART I DONT TOTALLY AGREE WITH IT NOT SAYING ITS WRONG OR RIGHT BUT WELL SHITI DONT KNOW.  I HAVE BEEN TOLD THAT I INTIMIDATE PEOPLE WHY IS THAT.  IS IT BECAUSE OF MY HEIGHT OF IS IT THAT IM NOT FRIENDLY ENOUGH OR IS IT THAT MY FACIAL EXPRESSIONS DONT  PROJECT FRIENDLYNESS HELL I DONT KNOW.  I WANT TO SAY IF I HAVE EVER OFFEND SOMEONE OR SAID SOMETHING TO SOMEONE THAT HURT YOUR FEELING IM SORRY.  LOVE IS HARD......I DONT WANT TO BE WITH ANY OTHER MAN BUT THE ONE THAT IM WITH.  YOU NO TO KEEP IT REAL WHEN I WAS WEIGHING 547 HE WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT HAD ENOUGH BALLS TO DEAL WITH ME EVEN WHEN HIS  FRIENDS DIDNT APPROVE , THATS A REAL MAN WILLING TO LOOK PAST YOUR FLAWS BUT IS ABLE TO SEE YOUR SOUL, ITS SO FUNNY MY MAN AND I HAVE BEEN TOGETHER GOING ON 13 YEARS AND I SWEAR I CAN BE READY TO SAY SOMETHING AND HE SAYS IT BEFORE OR WE CAN BE THINKING THE SAME THING AT THE SAME TIME WEIRD, BUT I FEEL A CONNECTION WITH HIM , I BELIVE IN THE SAYING THAT GOD HAS SOMEONE FOR EVERYONE.  I BELIVE IN ALL MY HEART THAT GOD SENT HIM TO ME.   NO MATTER WHAT HE DOES I LOVE HIM , WHO HE IS, HIS MENTAL "DEEP" BROTHER  HIS SOUL, AM I  WRONG FOR FALLN FOR A "THUG" AS HES SEEN IN SO MANY PEOPLES EYES, YEA I HAVE DONE SOME THANGS THAT MY PARENT WOULDN'T APPROVE OF,  BUT DOES THAT DEFINE WHO I AM AS A PERSON, I DONT THINK SO...DO YOU REALLY KNOW THE OPPOSITE SEX, I MEAN REALLY TO THE CORE.....I KNOW THAT SOME OF THE ANSWERS LYES WITHIN MY SELF , A LIL SOUL SEARCHING .  LOVE YOU CANT LIVE WITH IT YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT IT

 

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