MY LIFE

Jun 30, 2007

i recently went back to the job that made me happy and thats working with the infants and toddlers, i love it…… those little monkeys always brings a smile to my face no matter how upset …..  the other thing that made me happy was going shopping last week i was able to  into the store, i still have a habit of going to the larger sizes because i still cant believe im able to fit into a size 14… my mother says that i was wearing 14 at the age of 7 or 8,  but anyhoo i was able to find my size and able to fit everything that i had brought, im also happy because i had brought some pants about 3 months ago yea for the first time i buy things and can have them hanging in the closet for months because i have a closet that i can stand in front and say ummmmm what is the DIVA  going to wear today.....but when i finally went to wear the pants i had dropped a couple of more pounds so they  were to big ……can you believe that yall,  my pants were to big, so after i got my use out of them for that day,  i was able to return the pants and in turn used that money to take my son to the circus,  im also happy because im 30 pounds from being at goal weight of  200 pounds …. my mother saw me the other day and she says that im the smallest that i have every been in all my life ……..i love it,  i love me…… something that i have never been able to do, everybodys  is now telling me dont lose no more weight  

something that really made me mad was going on vacation with my man and his buddy that he grew up with. there family invites  us each year….. now his friends  girlfriend and i became friends after high school so we’ve know each other for quite some time but  i have noticed that every since i have lost weight,  that she is diffrent towards me, im still the same person,  never changed , im crazy as every  but being in the room with just us 2 is like being in a room with a person i just met for the first time.  its crazy when you really think you know a person but you really dont :umm  :what because your gonna act that way towards me because im a  :hot  :diva  :sosexy and i know it and want to show it from time to time im no longer in her shadows as the fat friend,  the tables have turned and i think i LOVE IT

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