Am I going to fight for goal weight... ?

Oct 08, 2010

Goal weight?  Do I want to fight to get more off?  I am up 3 -  5 lbs from my all time lowest.  I haven't been logging onto OH much lately.  I think mostly a time issue, but I don't want to forget the tools I have right here.  If anybody understands the post WLS struggle it's my OH peeps.  I really have been overcommitted with my schedule lately and my YMCA visits have decrease.  It really hasn't increased the pounds on the scale, but the wiggle in my jiggle.  It is so frustrating.  I know with my mind that WLS isn't the cure.  It is just a tool.  I am hoping for some support to get to my goal.  I am looking to lose 15 lbs.  That is really laughable compared to what my weight loss goals used to be.  I am just gettting over my addiction to Cheetos.  That darn Chester.  I think about the calories I have wasted on those little bits of orange.  Very Sad.  It is really shocking that all your tastes change after surgery.  I crave crunch now.  It is always something.  Kit Kats fall into that category too.  However, it is still ALL GOOD.  I am thrilled with my results and I just have to refocus.  I don't want to slide down the slippery slope towards serious weight gain.  Post WLS, there is no such thing as "I would never do that if I had WLS surgery"  Whateva. 

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