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beccabecca66 posted a discussion topic 12 years, 4 months ago
Risperidone (Risperdal) - Hi,
After almost a year off of meds for bipolar disorder, I totally crashed down to depression. This of course leads me to believe that the busy, full, exciting, and anger with...
beccabecca66 posted a comment 12 years, 4 months ago
Hi Jane,
I'm sorry you are struggling right now. I'm not as familiar...
beccabecca66 wrote a blog post 12 years, 4 months ago
30 pounds - I talked to the surgeons nurse practitioner yesterday on the phone. The call was about the results of my blood work from my one year check up.
I don't know how it came up, bu...
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Thanks Christopher for always being so upbeat and kind.
I'll find...
beccabecca66 posted a comment 12 years, 4 months ago
Thank you for sharing that. I think about those things too.
I don't...
beccabecca66 wrote a blog post 12 years, 4 months ago
something's gotta give - I'm going to start an iop therapy program on Monday. IOP = Intensive Out Patient
Its 3 mornings a week-- from roughly 9 am till noon.
Group therapy, i'm guessing. 1/2 the t...
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celebrating small successes - Whatever the reason, I'm not able to do the things I was doing earlier this year. I don't want to obsess about the why right now. It is what it is.
For tonight, I'm going to...
beccabecca66 wrote a blog post 12 years, 4 months ago
Friend stopped over - A friend stopped over tonight unexpectedly. He said he called, and when I didn't pick up, he thought he better stop over to check on me. That was a little weird because its not l...
beccabecca66 wrote a blog post 12 years, 4 months ago
I'm fat - I'm not used to feeling depressed like this. Or If i have in the past, I totally forgot about it.
I had seen my old therapist on and off for about 7 years. I moved to Ohio for...
beccabecca66 wrote a blog post 12 years, 4 months ago
Fear and Depression - I felt so centered the last few months. Felt like I was okay. Felt confident.
It vanished.
I'm so depressed. Its like the bottom dropped out on me. It sucks.
I'm...
beccabecca66 posted a comment 12 years, 5 months ago
I'm sorry you are struggling today. Its okay. Its honest and its real,...
beccabecca66 wrote a blog post 12 years, 5 months ago
guess it must be true -
I dipped down to 198 but figured the scale would bounce back up again as it tends to do sometimes. I thought I must be dehydrated or something. I didn't want to celebrate too s...
beccabecca66 posted a comment 12 years, 6 months ago
I like pretty panties...sometimes my whole outfit is based on which...
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My hair salon offers a photo shoot after getting your hair done. I was...
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Things i heard, but didn't understand- Part 1 - Until now. And I suspect I'll understand more as time moves forward.
1. This surgery changes your body forever. I did all my research and made my own choice. I take full res...
beccabecca66 posted a comment 12 years, 8 months ago
Funny thing thats not so funny:
In the polar bear plunge, I didn't...
beccabecca66 wrote a blog post 12 years, 8 months ago
9 month update - I knew things would calm down eventually. And they have. I am now 9 months out from surgery.
As I remember it:
Month 1- Bliss, almost on a high.
Months 2 and 3- Depressi...
beccabecca66 posted a comment 12 years, 8 months ago
it wasn't till i accepted every inch of my body, every pocket of...