Day before surgery (Excited)

Oct 01, 2011

I'm not as scared as this smiliey portrays --but, pretty close to saying that I have cold feet. Ha!
I've lost more weight since the last time I bloged.  I now weight 273 -- two more pounds and I've met my doctors pre-op goals .  I think the "clear liquid diet" is pretty horrible -- but not as bad as having to suffer through optifast for 3 weeks.  Eesh that stuff was gross -- I'm glad I'm over it.  

I've cleaned the entire house, shampooed every rug , dusted every thing, did all the laundry, and even cleaned the back yard -- I've actually run out of things to clean and to organize and I still have the need to clean...lol "nesting" is a very wierd behavior...lol

I think the worse part of all the dieting and fasting is the headaches and the lack of energy.  I've been pushing through that lack of energy by taking short breaks.  I tossed and turned last night--had to pee like a million times throughout the night. 

I just think I'm really nervous about tomorrow.  I know the operation will be successful --without any complications.  I'm just not thrilled to be put under.   I don't like the experience of losing time and waking up out of it has always been very nausiating for me.  

Anyway...wish me luck.


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