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 MY surgery date is August 4th at 5:30AM!!! I am so excited. I can't wait for this to be done with. So wish me luck.

So I talked to my WLS clinic today. They said the 5th or 6th of August is going to be my surgery day. I'll know for sure on Friday. 
So I guess I have been doing good I just want to step up the exercising cause I want to loss 10lbs before surgery. Soooooo its coming closer I can't wait!!!!

 So I went through all of my pre surgery stuff and was excepted for WLS surgery. When it came to medicare you need to have high blood pressure and or high blood sugars and be taking medication for them.

So I went to the doctor today to see why my legs are swelling and I feel dizzy and soooo tired. I have both diabetes and high blood pressure and the doctor said he will help me with my WLS letters and stuff. 

OK I know I should be scared for my self and care that I'm sick but to be honest I am so happy. I'm going to get my surgery now and get rid of both sickness's and life is going to be great I can feel it.

God is really on my side how weird I have both things wrong with me that I need to get surgery. Get this I didn't even know I needed to be sick to get surgery till Monday when My doctors office called and told me and this week is when I started feeling really sick. I've felt weird for 2 months now but didn't think it was high blood pressure and diabetes. So it is just crazy how stuff works out. Every thing happens for a reason.

I hope it all go's smooth from here

 I've had a lot of problems getting this taken care off. It was mostly to do with a miscommunication between too psychologist. Not to do with me but fax's and phone calls between them. So know I am finally here. I have hope!!!  I can't wait to feel like the old me and the new me. I put on alot of weight with my son 80 lb.'s  on a already big frame of 280 lb.'s.I have a closet full I mean full of 24 & 26 size clothing and all I wear is 4 size 30 outfits. I feel very uncomfortable in my own skin. To the point were I am judging my self all the time. I mean before I would just live life as a big fun girl I had tons of friends and lots of care free fun but now that has all changed. I am scared for people to see me this way so have dedicated my time to find ways I can change my life to feel free again but less time actually living life.
Which is so unlike me I was the big girl that forgot I was big because I let nothing hold me back. So it scares me to see my self like this. I can't wait to get this all over with and start a new chapter in my life. Just waiting for them to call me with the date but the surgery date will be in the next 3 weeks.
Peace & Love

 Hi Im Brea Im going for my last appointment on Tuesday may 26th. I should get my surgery in the next 4 weeks for shure. I'll update then just waiting and excited to get health!!!