bigkat1977
my number one goal in life is to be healthy and happy for myself and kids. i want to be 140 pounds or less. I need to lose 130pounds. thats like a whole person. i feel so fat. of course that is obvious. hopefully that will change soon. I grew up kinda poor. i was never allowed to leave the table till all the food on my plate was empty no matter if i was full or miserable. dad just didnt like to waste anything. he worked really hard to support us girls so i do understand why he is like that. sadly i think that started me on a path of destruction that never ended. i love my father with all my heart and dont regret anything about the way he raised me.
today at 31 yrs old i weigh about 270ibs. i hope by the year 2010 i will reach my goal of being healthy, happy and sexy. i have a wonderful husband that supports me in any way that makes me happy. i couldnt ask for a better man. well here goes my journey
