202

Jan 07, 2010

I've been sticking to the "plan" pretty well the last week or so.  I feel like i'm back on track.  I currently weigh in at 202.  Hoping to see 199 this month!!!  That should be pretty achievable.  Life is hectic as usual.  I'm in the process of going back to school and moving all at the same time.  Classes start in 2 weeks.  I'm a little nervous (i've been out of school for a few years).  But, couldn't be a better time to do it.  I'm in the new me phase of life.  Had a mini wow yesterday.  I fit into a pair of jeans that I have held onto.  They are a size 20 and actually when I hit 210 they were still a little tight around the waist (i have a huge tummy) even though loose everywhere else.  Well I put them on yesterday and they are almost "big" on me.  It's weird as I don't see the weightloss in the mirror but, you can see it in my clothes.  It's fun i'm discovering a wardrobe in my old wardrobe!  I'm starting to think this surgery is really going to work for me.  Everytime I get stuck for a few days I feel like that's it.  I'm not going to lose anymore and then a I drop a few.  I still am struggling to keep from going back to my old ways.  I wan't to snack I want fast food.  Even though i really can't eat that food anymore.  My mind still wants it.  I thought it would be easier than this.  But, i have to remind myself this is a tool not cure all! 

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