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May 13, 2008
Mothers Day
May 12, 2008
Well yesterday was a okay day , considering LOL. Our families met at a nice Restaurant and I did okay considering I had to watch 19 other family members order Steak, Pasta, and so many other good dinners. Not to mention the Mile high brownie they got covered in Chocolate and filled with chocolate then Whipped Cream topped about a mile high LOL. I did dip my figure in the chocolate sauce and just savored the taste a little LOL. Other than that things were good for the day.
I'm not weighing myself for a while since I am so frustrated about the weight not coming down. I am hoping that by the time I do weight myself again my body had decided to let go a little. I am proud that I stayed true to my walking even though it was raining. I even added a little distance to the walk.
I wan't to say thank you to my friends I have made so far. You have made a difference in my attitude the last few days. I don't think I would have made it through yesterday or even had the motivation to walk if it were not for your comforting words. Thank you so much. I'm so glad that God brought me to this site. Tonight is a busy night we have a band concert for one of my daughters and I have no idea what to wear. I have been avoiding theses things for so long I never purchased anything nice.Soooooo Frustrated!!!!!!!!
May 10, 2008
I am soooooo upset and frustrated today. I have managed to get out for the past two weeks and have been walking just under a mile a day. I have been at a stand still for a week and a half now. Not 1 pound has been lost from this horrible body of mine not one. What am I doing wrong. I am feeling "why put my self through all this and not loose anything" I am feeling so defeated right now I can't take it. Will the weight come off or am I just stuck at this horrible weight??
I read a few forums today and found one answer that seemed to help some. I guess my body is in starvation mode right now and has not realized what is really going on I guess. I'm still really frustrated though. I skipped my walk yesterday because of it. I guess I need to get back up on my feet and keep going. I hope my body starts to realize this is it like it or not and starts to let go of the pounds. I'm reading how a lot of members are loosing so much in the first month and I'm stuck with only 19lbs. This sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!
