Dear Kristie

Jun 11, 2011

Dear Kristie,

I want you to remember exactly how you felt at 250 pounds. Right now as this is being typed your husband is outside playing soccer with your boys and you came inside because you couldn't run with them. You ask your seven year old to go get things for you because it is too much work to get up off the couch and get it yourself. You have gotten to a place where no amount of layering your clothes hides the sagging belly fat. You can't wear shoes unless they are flip flops or slide ons. Your scrubs are the uggliest ones because the cute cut styles are not made in your size. You don't want to go to the beach or the pool because you are afraid that someone you know may see you there. You don't even understand how your husband could possible be physically attracted to you. You can't even look at yourself in a full length mirror. The shame is over! You got to this place the only way a person can get to this place...you ate WAY too much food that was unhealthy and you didn't stay active. The time has come to put aside all the guilt about what you should have done and what you could have done and vow to never be back to that place but never forget it either! You are strong and you can do this and if you ever question that remember where you were.....

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