BlackDynasty
This is a story about Angelia and I want to share it with people who know how I'm feeling right about now.This makes my fourth time coming for my surgery which the last time was 2006 which I was suppose to have my surgery done then but my medical papers got screwed around.I am 34yrs.old and the proud mom of 5(4boy's & 1girl) ages 5yr.old twin boy's,15yr.old(son),13yr.old(daughter) & a 16yr.old (my oldest son 17 in Dec.).I love each and everyone of my kids and I want to be around for them as long as possible.I have sleep apnea,type 2 diabetis,asthma,arthuritis,acid reflux,hernia and a lot of swelling.I get out of breath when I walk a block and I use my inhaler more often I also have a c-pap machine I have to sleep with every night which I try my best to have it on every night because I'm scared that I might not wake up.My spouse dosen't know how an over weight person body feels when we go through our aches and pains and I feel as if he's not there for me like I want him to be.My self esteem is so low I don't want to do the things I alway's love to do like dressing real sexy(I love my heels) to make myself feel good,I love keeping my nail's and feet done(I'm a pro. nail tech) without my blood rushing to my head,I love to jump rope,dance,swim,write poetry(hopfully write my biography about me realsoon) ,I also love to sing(kareoke),I even love going to the zoo and just being a sexy mom with 5 kids who love being a kid..I decided to have the Lap-band done now which gave me a year to think about it that's why I think my surgery kept being undecided by GOD.I know this is my destiny to living a happy and healthier life for myself and my children.My sex life is down hill and I want that spunk back into my life.So please everyone take out the time and enter the life of Angelia as I go into my journey of a new happy,sexier and healthier life...
