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I had a WOW moment yestersday a couple of days ago I went shopping and I am now in a 18. I can not believe this!!!!!!!!!!and yesterday I started the ball rolling on PS. I hope everything cont. to happen good for me.....

TODAY I WENT FOR A FILL IT WENT GREAT I HOPE I CAN MAKE MY GOAL WITH THE EXTRA BOOST WITHT THIS FILL PRAY FOR ME YALL!!!!!

HELLO FRIENDS  I AM A BIT DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF I AM SUPPOSE TO BE 50 POUNDS LOST AND I AM NOT WELL I HAVE UNTIL THE END OF THIS MONTH TO BE 50 POUNDS OUT I HAVE 10 TO LOSE AND I DONT THINK THAT I AM GOING TO DO IT. I KNOW I SHOULD BE POSITIVE BUT I KNOW ME I AM FAILING IN MY MIND AND I KNOW IT SHOWS ON THE OUTSIDE I NEED TO DO ALOT OF THINGS THAT I HAVE NO ENERGY TO DO MANY THINGS IS TO BLAME MY PERSONAL LIFE FOR ONE AND THAT IS A BIG ONE TOO WELL I AM GOING NOW HOPE I CAN MAKE MY GOAL.....234

HELLO, I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT I HAVE FOUND MY SWEET SPOT AT LEAST FOR NOW. I HAVE BEEN FEELING LIKE FINALLY THIS IS WORKING FOR ME I HAVE A NEW PIC ON MY WEIGHT AS OF NOW AND HOPING TO BE 200 ON MY BIRTHDAY WHICH IS DEC 26. IF I AM NOT UNDER 200 I SHOULD BE REAL CLOSE..

Today went for my 5th fill it was raining and I have to drive so far for this so when I got there the doc said that I didnt need one beause I lost 6 pounds in 4 WEEKS  and I said to him that I do need one so we went back and forth on this until he said if you want one then I will give you one. I said Thank you very much so he gave me one so I was happy. I still dont feel any diff. BUT whatever.....until

I am having a bad day. I think that I want to get the bypass now I dont think that I am losing fast enough I dont know if it has been enough time but I am still on BP meds and my stomach is still big even thought I have lost 30 more pounds. The only way that I lose weight is to eat once a day. I dont think that I have to do that if i eat three times a day I will gain WEIGHT I dont know what to do now!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have lost 39 pounds already and I am going for a fill on the 20th. I dont know if its me but my fills are the same I can eat the same after the fills. I dont feel like I have no restriction this will be my 4th fill when am I going to get it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well friends I am happy about this as of today I have lost 37 pounds but my stomach is still big. When I was bigger the doctor said that I had a hernia I wounder if that is still the case if so what can I do about that. Oh well just thought I would post what I have lost aready.....

Today I went in for a fill. I hope this is the one that makes the differents if not I think that I will get the RNY. I do NOT think that this is working for me I am not doing well with this lap-band. I dont know I am just so frustrated about all this.... I dont know where to turn....

Well the update is that I have lost 27 pounds nearly not enough of what I wanted to lose in 8 weeks. I think I have lost the need to do right. I am at a lost right now I dont know why. I am really disappointed that I have not lost enough weight and that is making me depressed so now its just whatever.... I need someone here that can support me and I can support them... oh well untill then..........