new journey (still weight loss)

Aug 20, 2011

hello friends! it has been a longtime since i been on here and i am sorry, i have to be honest with myself and with everyone. yesterday i went to the doctor and i weighed 213lbs. that is a big disappointment to me. i can believe i gain this much i just didn't want to face the Truth about my eating problem. well its right there for everyone to see, i feel like a failure.. all my rules just went out the window. but today i said enough is enough. i did not have this surgery just to go back. i had this surgery to better my life. i know i have gained 43lbs and i am going to take it off, no matter how long it takes. i thought i was going to be happy at 160lbs but the Truth is i was happy at my weight i just thought i was meant to be small after this surgery, but i know losing weight doesn't make you better it just makes it you feel better about yourself.
i know there are 3 keys to be succeed,
1 .die t
2. exercise
3. support
if you don't have all three then it will not work, they all make it work, and i cant balm anyone for my weight gain but me, even if there was people tempting me to gain, these are the people that want me to fail. and i played right into there hands, but not anymore, i will do it this time and keep it off!

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