bluebutterfly17
I was always 150-160 Lbs and I loved how I looked. Once I had my daughter I just couldnt go below 200 and then my child's father and I split and the weight got worst. Food became my comfort zone... If I was crying, I was eating. If I saw him with someone else, I was eating. If I tried to talk but he just wouldn't listen, I was eating. It was a never ending cycle for me with food and depression. Eventually I stopped but it was too late. I had developed Diabetes and PCOS thanks to my weight and now I weight 250lbs. Most of which is gained in the last year. I was 228 in December of last year which means i gained 22lbs in just 5 months (I was 250 in May). I'm ashamed of who I've become and my social life is basically nonexistent.
Now with all that being said, I know I can undue the damage I have done. I will be taking full advantage of the help this surgery will be providing me to finally become the woman I remember myself being. I miss the happy girl that I was, I was always smiling, always jumping in for pictures, always going out to see what this beautiful city I live in has to offer and that person will resurface soon enough.
About Me
Before & After
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