bobzyf2000
I was never really over weight until I had my son almost 12 years ago. I have taken a significant amout of weight off twice but never with long term success. I am now at my heaviest. I feel as though I am missing out on life or that my life is on hold. I have a wonderful and supportive husband. I know that he loves me regardles of my size but I can't help but to feel that this is unfair for him. He says differently. I know that I am way too critical of myself and have some distorted thinking. I just want to be healthy and feel good about myself. I have put a great deal of thought into this surgery and understand and accept the challenges after the surgery. Hopefully soon the waiting will be over and I will have a date. I am ready.