boomsheeka01
10 months gone! Yay!
Feb 03, 2011
Hello all! I am doing well and am still happy I had this surgery! I only lost 1 pound this month but thats all good because we went on a cruise and YES I did eat. I weigh 175 and to me thats great! I am loving it! It does seem like I can eat a lot more at one time though and that kind of worries me sometimes. But I know that my stomach isnt stupposed to stay the size of an egg forever. Plus I have been stressing A LOT about my baby situation. We found out recently that my husband has a pretty low sperm count and that just breaks my heart to pieces. My whole reason for this surgery was to have a baby. And now we have a new obsticle to try to overcome. I am depressed so I eat. (Not bad foods, but just more often)....I feel like I got this surgery for nothing now. People remind me that I am more healthy and yes I am VERY glad for that, but I am so sad still. Low sperm isnt no sperm so we will try and pray that God still blesses us. Honestly I would rather have gotten pregnant 3 months after surgery then to be told its going to be hard for us to conceive. AHHHH!! I hate this! But as much as I want kids, I want my husband more. So if we can't have kids together then I guess we just wont have kids. But anyway! I am still doing great and I am very happy with my weight! :)
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About Me
Killeen, TX
Location
33.3
BMI
Surgery
04/05/2010
Surgery Date
Jul 16, 2009
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