My Hubby went to heaven

Aug 11, 2009

I have not been on here in a while because. My Husband ( You can see pics of him on my profile page) His bipolar finally took him away from us. He is with my dear Jesus. I never thought I could hurt so deep. I loved my buddy with my whole heart. He loved me at 270 as much as he loved before he died.  They are giving him a full military honors funeral on Saturday. Any widows out there, I would love to know how you go on. 
         He adored me! Why I don't quite know. But now I feel kind of hopeless. I know this is a temporary feeling. But boy it is a rotten way to feel! I am 199.5 now. But I'm not so excited now. All I can say is why! I do know that God is good all the time. Even when things don't make sense. I have to trust. My question to you christian friends is I want to make sure that he sees all the honers done for him is there any thing in scripture that says that they can see from above! Because in this life toward the end he thought he was a nothing! Even though we tried to tell him he as great. The depression spoke louder! My kids and I want to talk to him is it real that he can hear us. I love you wonderful compassionate people and thank you I couldn't have done this surgery of make the life style changes with out you. But with out David around its not so exciting any more. As a memorial to my hubby please read my profile and look at my family pics and make comments so I  can read them to him. He loved you guys too.

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