bornleader79
I really dont have a story to be honest.To me it was just a way of life or how I thought I was destined to be.I been "FAT" since I came into this world.My mother was fat ..my grandmother was fat..hell even our family dog was fat
. Now to be fair I did lose weight sucessfully for a whole year on my own(Doing the Atkins during the "Atkins Phenomena")..Lost like 65 pds in 3 mths
and as soon as I walked past a panera bread..it magically came all back and brought a xtra 50 pd gift along with it.
I always dieted wrong even when I first accomplished my first weight loss at 15. I call it the Paula Abdul diet and Ill tell you why.When I was 15 and was tired of ppl making fun of me.I read in one of my grandmothers Jet magazines on how Paula Abdul use to make herself throwup her food to stay skinny and excercise like crazy too.Well as bright as I was(being sarcastic)...I decided to do the same thing..Jogged everyday afterschool for an 1hr and proceeded to do crunches until I was in utter pain.Eat two bites of meat a day and one rice crispie treat(Hey I was still a kid..).Lost tons of weight..boys started to like me in school alot...and then My grandmother recieved a letter from the doctor stating how concerned she was about all this rapid weight loss...40 pds per month.Then when my family made me realize I can die this way...I instantly stopped but also all the benefits that came from doing this stopped along with this as well.So I am 31 yrs old and I pretty much know how the game is suppose to play but I seem to keep losing...so here I am
