bossladycb
what ive learned
Sep 13, 2010
.......work the tool..dont let it work you! meaning....in order for my tool to work..i have to get up and move..duh! at some point the light bub came on. and guess what? as soon as i did that..what happens...yea yea yea...the scale moved! when i weighed yesterday..i weighed 246! so of course that has me motivated and walking at the beginning of lunch. how did my tool work me? the mental fight i had with myself for the 3 weeks i had a stall. that fight was vicious and nothing nice!this journey isa complete trip! no matter what you do..who you talk to...theres my legs nothing that prepares you for this. i am thankful that i was given the opportunity to have it...
as for body image...lets just say no beuno (spelled that wrong)..ctfu! right now i am squeezing into about a 20/22. i would prob be a 18 if it wasnt more this midsection or what i like to call my ass in the front! ive heard taking fish oil will help me burn from my gut...i willing to try...then we wont talk about the cottage cheese thighs...i looked at them on sat while tryin on some pants and was looking for the peaches to go along with it!!
im still battling the food demon. for the most part m-f i do pretty good. weekends go to hell in a handbasket esp when im running around. either i forget to eat (go figure) or the options i have is just crap. i have dumped..by way of i eat something..pouch dont agree..im hunched over a tawlet somewhere upchucking my innards! niiiiicccee!! hell i will take that over sweating, shaking, and what not! awww the joys of gastric bypass....wouldnt trade this ride for nothing!!
