bossladycb
ITS BEEN A LONG TIME
Nov 27, 2011
hey all...i know i am such a stranger on this site...instead of using it as my backbone...i tried to wade thru this world of weightloss solo. cant say its been all bad, but i know i should of stayed consistent on here. who else can really understand the journey not only physically but mentally?i am one year and 4 months out...i had my ups and down. i have been fluxing between 170 and 175, which is now causing me anxiety. i still dont eat enuff in the day to gain weight...i know my body is just holding on to water...but its scary because this is when the real battle begins....hold the presses...see this is why i needed to be back here...it just dawned on me...a friend on here..went thru the same thing...her culprit...the mimosas she was drinking...well i guess i have to kick my love affair with moscato...
as a weightloss patient...i havent been a good student...i take my vitamins...but everything else...i slack...i am anemic (sp) hence the pounds of ice i chew thru daily...i havent had my one year check up...yes i need to get it together...
i have uploaded some newer pics...cant really say i can complain over all...well except the mental aspect...and thats for another day....its time to go back to basics...theres no choice...i must be successful in this!