What I want in the end is:

Mar 23, 2013

Gosh, I've been large for so long there are so many things i want.

1. To cross my legs for the first time as an adult. (I believe I did this a few times as a small child playing grownup)
2. To shower and use the restroom on the third floor of my home without damaging it somehow
3. Walk more than a block or for more than 2 to 5 minutes at a time
4. Play competitive sports 
5. Take long walks with my love. He loves to explore the city
6. Fly without worrying that "Today is the day I will have to buy two seats!" or at the very least not having to wear a seatbelt extender
7. Not having to defuse awkward moments about furniture when visiting friends, family or clients with comedy about whether or not they will hold me up. 
8. No hating chairs with arms (That got a smile out of me)
9. Not having to fight off an asthma attack just because I walked two blocks 
10. No longer taking the long way home to avoid challenging routes
11. I want to run and play with my son
12. Be closer to my love
13. Increase my sexual positions from the 1 that was are down to. (SAD but true, maybe even a little TMI) 
14. Shop for boots that meet my knee 
15. Seeing all my parts again
16. Washing my body won't be a mild form of  cardio
17. Shopping for clothing in more than one store 
18. Buying tights, panty hose and leggings that aren't a compromise between uncomfortable because they only go as high as my thigh or uncomfortable because they are so tight I can't walk without ripping the "control top."
19. Develop and execute a sexy walk. I'm at a pretty steady waddle
20. No more pain in my ankles and knees! I'm so looking forward to this one!
21. No more being keenly aware that my friends only choose places to go with me that don't require much physical effort.

I'm certain there are more things and I'll just have to update my blog as I go along. I'd love to be inspired by your lists as well. 

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