A New Year Has Arrived!!

Jan 27, 2009

Wow, time has gotten away from me!  I can't believe it has been so long since I updated things.   I didn't think that I would be very good at this blogging stuff, and I guess I was right! 
  
All has been well for me on the weight loss journey.   I am down 130 lbs.  I have been stuck from 130 to 132 lbs lost.   I keep volleying the same 2 lbs. back and forth for some time now.   I have been very careful to follow the rules and it has paid off for me as far as not having any complications.  I have not had even one!!! 

Mentally I still struggle with the mindset of still feeling like I have to be on a diet all the time.  I still get afraid that I am going to mess this up and gain all my weight  back.   I hope that one day I will just feel like a "normal" person and not a person that has to constantly watch her weight.   I can't seem to be able to sit down and eat a meal without the  thoughts  in the back of my mind....will this make me gain weight?  Should I not eat this?  Am I eating too much? 

I am approaching my 2 yr. surgiversary in April.  It has been an amazing 2 years.  I pray that I continue to stay motivated and to help motivate others to help them be successfull.  

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