Precipice

May 18, 2014

Any minute now the scale is going to tip below the 200's! That being extremely exciting, my excitement is overshadowed by a powerful feeling of mental and physical exhaustion. I have been sick with horrible asthma for a month now. It was never this bad before my surgery. I haven't had this much trouble with Asthma since I was a kid in and out of the hospital for it twice a year at least. It has forced me to take stock on things. 1) Dramatic weight loss is obviously quite the stressor on my system. 2) Full time job 3) Mom to three kids 4) Full time college student working toward my Bachelor's Degree in Health Care Administration 4) Planning a wedding in October. No wonder I am at the end of my rope these days!!!! I have to try to reduce the burden somewhere or get a little more help somehow. My fiancée has been wonderful throughout all of this, helping with the kids and being super supportive of my weight loss journey. But he works full time and is also studying for his Bachelor's Degree in Information Management. I have decided to drop the current class I'm taking and pick up with the next one that opens up in a few weeks to give myself a little break. Hopefully things will look better by then and I will feel a little less overwhelmed. We shall see how this goes. Blessings all of you! I have a couple of new pics as well....

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