Lee Ann B.
Well when i was in school and in my teens,i was always a size 1. I had my first child @ 19 and was able to return to my beginnig weight.In 1990 i had my second child i hardly put on any weight.1992 i stopped the nasty habit of smoking and began to put on weight ..gave up one addiction took on another i guess.Over the next several years i went from a size 1 to a size 12 then a 16 and so on.Now i'm at 256.Sometimes it seems it happened over night although i know it didn't.I avoid mirrors,it's just too painful.I dont see myself as everyone else sees me.I feel like i'm trapped in this body begging to get out.Someone let me out.I work at a local MR facility where my job consists of a lot of walking,lifting and etc. Everyday is a challenge for me from lack of energy and stamina.I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.Im married,with three wonderful children,all of which are very supportive.I want to be able to be a good parent but also be really happy with myself and most of all healthy for the first time in a long timE.
