Sooo fustrated!!!!

Jun 08, 2010

I ate myself sick today. I hate the food...well I love the food but I HATE what it does to me. The headaches..the nausea...the feelings of disgust. Why cant I eat a normal amount? I think about food ALL THE TIME!!!! What can I eat...when's the next meal...Food has such a control over me that it's sad. I've been reading how people mourn food after WLS.
I truly wonder if I will mourn the food or if I'll say goodbye and NEVER look back! Right now I HATE food but as I write, I'm thinking about what can I eat. This is truly an illness :-(

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