buttaflygurl75
Hello All!
I am just begining my journey. I just recently started the insurance approval process, so we will see what happens. I am a 34 year old single mother of 3 beautiful children. I am very obviously obese, but have no co-morbities as of yet and want to keep it that way. I have not always been fat, but I have always struggled with my weight being just on the cusp of being overweight even when I was "small". I have a love /hate relationship with food. I am addicted, and I think I have just recently come to realize what I am doing to myself. I want to change me...from the inside out..I want to be happy, and not embarrassed. I want to be the loud out spoken funny person I am, not try to blend in with the walls (as if I could do that..lol). I want my kids to be proud of me, and I want to always be there for them..Above all I want to be healthy. . Although I must admit there is some vanity there too..lol.. Looking for support and understanding as I have not run into much of that in my personal life, especially when it comes to this decision. And honestly I am scared, and at times feel like I am being selfish.
