Dec 30, 2014
I don't know what's happening... I'm gaining like crazy! I got down to 152 in August, and now I'm 177! I'm so angry at myself.
May 02, 2014
After months of testing and stressing, we finally have an answer. Hypothyroidism! This morning I started Levothyroxine so hopefully I'm on the road back to good health.
Im getting a 3rd set of iron infusions, upping my Vit-D and folic acid. I just found out my zinc and copper are low too so I have to up those too. I'm feeling hopeful now. :)
Dec 23, 2013
Welp, I'm back to 165 lbs. *proud* I haven't been 165 since Feb 2009, so almost 5 years! It's really hard trying to lose weight the smaller you get.
Nov 02, 2013
I always look at how far I have to go, not how far I've already come. I was just looking at my old pictures of my pre-op self and I can't believe I'm sitting over here whining about feeling "fat" now. I mean, I feet fat because of all my loose skin (it really messes with your head) but it WILL be gone one day. I need to celebrate how far I've already come! November 5, 2013 is my 9 year surgiversary and I am thrilled to have lost 159 pounds! It's suuuuuper hard to lose weight now (being so far out from surgery) but I'm doing it! I highly suggest MapMyFitness app (iphone). It keeps me going! I can honestly say I've never stuck to an actual "diet" this long in my entire life, and it's not even a diet - it's a lifestyle change. That's what I didn't understand before now. You can't just "diet", you have to change your whole life/habits. I still mess up a lot, but messing up means I'm trying! In mid-September (2013) I reached 183 and I felt disgusting about myself. I started power-walking/jogging daily and set a goal for October to walk 100 miles. I've reached the goal and actually surpassed it! I'm soooo proud! I downloaded the app September 24, 2013 so it's been around 6 weeks now. My lifetime stats are saved in the app. I've walked/jogged a total of 135.92 miles! I'm just so proud of myself! Plus, I now weigh 169 again! I couldn't be any prouder of myself! My ultimate goal is to get down to the 150's (which, without my loose skin I'd definitely be there; if not in the unfathomable 140's!) I'll get there!
Dec 13, 2012
Well, my insurance denied both my surgeries. I thought they'd at least approve the thigh lift. I'm so sad. All my dreams of jogging without the horrible pain of the mass of skin jerking everywhere are shattered. All my dreams of walking without getting bruises, heat rashes, burning/itching, everything, are shattered. My dreams of exercising without my arm skin literally slapping me in the face and having such sore arms afterwards are shattered. I'm so sad about this. Of course the surgeries SOUND cosmetic, but if they had to live a day in my shoes they sure would have a whole different perspective.
It's just not fair.
Fear not, I WILL appeal. I'm not giving up THAT easy.
Dec 09, 2012
I've been jumping through the hoops that the insurance co. throws my way and I think an answer is finally coming about whether they are going to approve my surgeries (thigh/arm lift). PLEASE cross your fingers for me!!! I think today is the day! If they deny, I will be SO depressed, omg.
Nov 20, 2012
I recently had a new consult with a new surgeon and we're going to try to get approval from my insurance for an arm lift and thigh lift. Right now we're waiting on my PCP's letter of medical necessity. She should be done with it today or tomorrow. So excited! Well, cautiously exceited. I know it'll be hard to get them to approve one/both but I'm trying to be optimistic! :D I'll keep you all updated!
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