Hi Laurie, please hang in there girl! I am pre-op too, I just went to my consultation yesterday, and now I will play the waiting game. I have been having the same feelings you have, since I started this whole thing back in February. It is a normal reaction, but just keep your eyes on Jesus, and you WILL get through this. The surgery is your gift from GOD, so go on girl, and claim that gift!!!You will be in my prayers! Love and hugs! Karen