3 month update

Feb 08, 2011

I am depressed today. 

I should be happy, I have lost 48 lbs since surgery; but I wanted to hit the 50lb mark or be in Onederland and I didn't reach either.  I feel like the first 2 months the weight was falling off....and now it isn't.  I know the first couple months it comes off fast, but I didnt' think it would slow down so much already.  Technically, I weigh between 50 and 80 lbs less....that seems so far out. 

I did go down 1 or 1.5 pants sizes which is great, but I am a size 18 still and I can't shop in normal stores....and that is driving me nuts.  I have such a big belly and back fat, it is hindering my shopping experience.  My husband and 2 girls and I are leaving next week to Hawaii and I am not having fun shopping for the trip; what is wrong with me?

I am getting compliments at work, which is nice.  I don't know, I am in a funk....I hope my next update I will be in better spirits.  I have resorted to walking more....I feel like if I can get that habit established before spring, maybe by then I will want to go to the gym. 

until next time

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