My "Walk from Obesity"

Sep 29, 2007

As most of you may know, I took part in the annual Walk From Obesity charity walk today organized by the American Society for Bariatric Surgery. It was - in a word - amazing.

I arrived at around 7AM just as the sun was starting to fully peak out from behind the trees wishing the world a beautiful greeting. I was walking solo due to some extenuating circumstances, but it was all well worth it. I felt so anxious for this! It was much like arriving at your own party as I stumbled through the crowds to turn in my donations (many thanks for those) and get my much anticipated "Walk From Obesity" t-shirt. When I had initially registered, I had pre-ordered a 3X thinking it would be lose, but not too bad. When I got up to the check-in table, all they had left were either 4X's or you could go down to an XXL. Underestimating the true change in my physique, I asked for a 4X. Needless to say, it was HIDEOUSLY over-sized, and I did ask for opinions from strangers, so I opted for the smaller size XXL. When Jeff and the kids arrived just in time to send me off on my walking way, I learned that the XXL also had "swallowed" me up. It was a great "WOW" moment and started my trek out with a little skip in my step!

The walk was quick and full of some deep and thoughtful thinking on my part. It seemed that, before I knew it, my 2 miles were finished and all I had to show was a body full of lotion-soaked perspiration!! I had started at the very tail end of the "Obesity Adventure" and had managed to push my way forward to almost the front lines of the finishing line! I even managed a jog at one point to circumvent the television crew that was following Dr.Garth Davis (and crew from TLC's Big Medicine) throughout the journey because I DID NOT want to end up on TV. Crossing the finish line seemed to release a large range of emotions in me that I wasn't prepared for. Everything from mourning the loss of my old tried and true pal, food, to the celebration of another small hurdle overcome in my winning war on obesity.

I truly am grateful that I took on this walk and did it. Helping to fund the education, research, and treatment of obesity is such an incredibly important cause and I hold it so very close to my (already stronger and healthier) heart!!

Here is the slide of the few pictures that I took on my journey today....ENJOY!

http://www.slide.com/r/JmBwJdKj4D_gkcIp4kSi4BHHLwJqEar3?previous_view=mscd_embedded_url&view=original


Feeling so much healthier already!!

Aug 19, 2007

I had a bit of a stall this week.  After all the hours of cardio I have done, I only lost one freakin' pound.  It is just really hard to stare down at the scale thinking of all the weight you might have lost (just merely in sweat alone!) and to see such a small change.  There are lots of things that could be playing into the scheme of things, but it doesn't take away the "slap" I felt this morning looking at the scale.  Oh well....it will be a new day tomorrow and I can weigh again next Sunday!!  I think I can, I think I can, I think I can.....

Three month surgiversary today!!

Aug 08, 2007

Well....today marks three months since my rebirth!! 

As of today I am 52 pounds down from my surgery date!!  WOOOHOOO!!!  I have lost 6 inches off of my waist and 6 1/2 inches off of my hips!!  I am starting to really enjoy this ride!!  Don't stop!!


Almost at my three month mark!!

Aug 03, 2007

I am just days away from my 3 month surgiversary!  I will get my chance to get new measurements in less than a week and see where I am really having results!!  I am doing weight-training 3 days a week for an hour and cardio for 30 minutes a day/six days a week.  All in all, I feel like exercise (and sweating) has become part of my routine and I really enjoy it a lot!!  I feel fit and full of energy (until evening time when I konk out early!) and better than I ever have!!  I will keep posted about my results come Thursday!!!

6 weeks and 5 days post-op

Jun 24, 2007

My moods vary from day to day.  I am trying to get over an addiction to the scale currently.  I was weighing EVERYDAY.  Now I sit at -34 lbs..  It is good, but I am just so stinkin' afraid that the weight loss is going to stop.

Last night I think my Ambien CR got stuck because I had my nighttime snack of jerky and a piece of string cheese and it all came back up.  It was pretty bad.

Anyway....just a wee lil' update on me....


FINALLY (2 weeks 6 days post-op)

May 28, 2007

I finally had a breakthrough.  I had a set back last week and ended up in the hospital on IV antibiotics.  I wasn't losing any weight and sleeping lots and lots.  Got better after that and I finally am seeing results!!!  I have lost 11 pounds so far!!!  WOOOHOOOO!!!!!

This may be worth it after all!!

One week post-op....

May 15, 2007

So here I am one week post-op.  On the "other side" now and trying to regroup and heal.  
The surgery went perfectly - but I expected nothing less from Spivak.  I was walking that night and then checked out less than 48 hours later. I had no problems in the hospital - had a super GREAT experience - and cannot complain about any of it.  
The feelings I have had the past few days have been so hard to explain.  I have felt like some botched science experiment or an alien of sorts.  I had an emotional "crack" on Mother's Day and cried for a lot of it.  I miss being my old self again - I hate being so dependent on other people for things.  I feel like an invalid and I am so excited to start feeling my energy return and my pain to dissipate.  I miss playing with my children.  I miss cuddling with my hubby.....SOON.  I know - soon.  Today I cleaned myself up some, put on make-up and "real clothes" and walked a few blocks.  In the end, I am hurting again because of it, but I feel a bit better.  

I would actually venture out to say that I may be what you consider in a depressed state right now, but I am sure it will change soon.

Thanks for listening!!!


Morning of...

May 07, 2007

I can't believe it is here - the day of my surgery.  It is almost 4AM and I need to leave in about an hour to get to the hospital to check in.  The night had very little sleep and lots of weird dreams.
I am going to need so much support in this - I can already tell.
As for the battle....bring it on!!
*cue Rocky theme song*

Less than a week away!!!!

May 02, 2007

I can't believe that I am less than a week from a life-changing surgery!  I am scared, excited, fearful, determined, and so freakin' ready for this!!!

I have a date!!!

Apr 25, 2007

I will have my revision on May 8th!!  13 days from today!!!

Any comments or advice are appreciated!!


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