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I am so ungrateful!
Jan 19, 2011
I have been avoiding the scale. I used to weigh two and three times a day to see if my weight changed during certain times of the day. After I started gaining, I was afraid to get on the scale. Since my last blog, I was more careful about what I put in my mouth. I will not lie to you or myself and say I have been good. But, I have been better. I still eat larger portions than I should so the "Pouch Test" is definitely in my future. But, again, I am afraid to find out I may have stretched my new friend. I am back in the gym. Usually after two weeks your body craves the exercise. That is not happening here and it is a struggle, but I make myself go even if I only do 10 to 15 minutes. (Learned that from a personal trainer a lifetime ago - get through the door.I decided to weigh and I am sure my neighbors heard my scream. I have lost. Truthfully, some of it was water weight, but I will take a pound loss whereever I can get em. I have a ways to go to get back to previous 123 lost. But, I am determined. I am committed. I am pissed off because if were losing "new pounds" instead of regained pounds, I would probably finally be down below 200 pounds.
I know, I know - I am just sooooo ungrateful!
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Ahoskie, NC
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39.7
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Surgery
10/07/2009
Surgery Date
Nov 14, 2009
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