I want to be approved WHY?

Jan 03, 2010

Today is Sunday Jan 3, 2010!!  Wow!....That seems amazing to me to even write that! In 2010 I want to change my life my health my way of living! I want the Lap Band! I have been thinking about it for some years now and this is the year I want to change my life, this is why I WANT TO BE APPROVED! I want to be approved because I want to improve my life my health I want to be approved because I want to be here for my family! and the way that I'm eating and not taking care of myself I won't be! I want to be healthy I want a meal plan I want to eat right! I have tried everything! I tried lo-carbs and boy did I loose I lost a lot of weight I even got down to my dream weight of 150lb and MAN I WAS HAPPY!  at least for a minute! yes we all know that weight lost with the lo or no carb is very temporary and that it was TEMPORARY. I lost that weight I felt good about myself! and I looked good lol! it's so cool to feel good about yourself, is that wrong?? No it's not! it's how we all should feel and some of us need a little help to get there! no matter what it may be to make you feel that way, if it makes you feel good than that's the thing for you! everything isn't for everybody! we all have our needs and special things that make us feel good! looking good to myself is want I wanted and needed, feeling good is want I wanted my energy was up my back, legs, feet none of that hurt! I was able to workout climb stairs without feeling as if I was going to faint.

I want to be approved because I don't want to be in pain anymore, I want to be able to sit in a roller coaster and not feel tight, I want to climb stairs and not breath hard I want to get of my car and not hold on to the door, I want my body not to hurt, I want to be able to play with my daughter and not feel as if I'm going to die! I want to be approved! I WANT TO LIVE!

 





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