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109 lbs gone....this is amazing!!!

100 pounds gone!!!!!!!  30 more to go!!!!!

So my 14's are getting too big....I can't believe it...this is great.  Although I'm not loosing a whole lot in pounds, my body must be catching up right now.  I am down almost 85 lbs.  This is great!!!!  I have 7 more pounds to hit onederland.  I can't wait.  I am hoping to hit that by New Years, don't know if that will happen.  I will have to really watch everything I put in my mouth.  I am the happiest I have been in a long time, I feel good, my daughter is doing good, and I love my boyfriend. 

ALRIGHT, SO I EXCHANGED MY 16'S FOR 14'S THEY FIT, HUG MY CURVES AND I LOOK FREAKING HOT IN THEM!!!  OH YEAH, GERMAINE AND I ARE NOW OFFICIALLY TOGETHER, HE ASKED ME ON FRIDAY NIGHT, SO YEP, DIVORCED CARA NOW HAS A BOYFRIEND THAT SHE ADORES!!!  HE'S AFRAID I'M GOING TO LOSE MY ARSE THOUGH....I TOLD HIM I HAVE NO CHOICE WHERE THE WEIGHT COMES OFF BUT HE KNOWS I HAVE ALWAYS HAD ARSE SINCE WE HAVE KNOWN EACHOTHER FOR SO LONG.

So I went on a carb overload on thanksgiving...so I am back to the basics....protein, water, protein, water.  I haven't been able to get to the gym because I have been swamped with school work.  Hopefully that will change this week because I am no longer working.  I should have time now.  I am still dating the same guy, he is so sweet, we talk everyday and I love spending time with him, even if it's just hanging out watching tv.  
I bought some new jeans, size 16, but am taking them back for a size 14 because they are too big.  I am in loosing pretty slow  right now....but I think I am still getting smaller since the 16's are too big.  I am down almost 80 lbs in all. 

Okay maybe not this whole post is going to be stress related but the first part will be.  Well the day after thanksgiving is going to be my last day of work.  I will be going to what's called on call status...which is just that on call.  when they need me, they will call me.  My boss decided she needed somebody fulltime, and I can't do it with school.  School is my priority when it comes to either work or school.  My aunt is doing much better, she is home but not completely clear of everything yet.  She had so many problems, she has a long recovery ahead of her.
As for that date I talked about in my last post, he was sick, but I went to his house and I took care of him.  He really appreciated it....he was very sick.  Well since then, we've been talking everyday, been out several times, and he has invited me to Thanksgiving with his family.  He is a total sweetie, but I have always known that.  He told me that he is glad that I am back in his life and that I should have never of gotten married, because it should've been to him.  I knew he loved me, but I just thought it was as friends, but he told me he loves me and he is so glad we are hanging out together again.  He told me he is starting to care for me a lot and wishes I was his girlfriend.  Well I had to shoot him down right there because of just starting nursing school and not having a whole lot of time.  He said he would be happy with seeing me once a week, more would be better, but he understands.  He is a wonderful man.  
School is going good, I am really enjoying it.  I look forward to everyday at school, because I enjoy it and I dont have to be at work. LOL.  
I am down 60 lbs now from surgery and 74 over all.  I am wearing a size 16 and looking forward to getting into 14's hopefully around new years....I am hoping at least. 

I hate stress, and right now I have a lot of it.  My aunt has been in the hospital in and out for the past 2 weeks...and in for the past week, she is not doing very well.  I hate my job, just holding onto it through the holidays before I have to quit anyways for nursing school.  Nursing school ontop of the other classes I'm taking at school...but I love school, if I can be a fulltime student the rest of my life, I would....but I can't.  My daughter is having the typical preteen friend problems and I am not used to it so I don't know what to tell her.  UGH!!!
On a lighter note, I do have a date tonight....it's with a long time friend, we tried dating before but it always seemed to be at the wrong time in either one of our lives, but he is a great person and I get butterflies everytime I see him, even if it was just as friends.  
My eating has been okay, but have had to force myself to eat lately from all the stress that I am under.  
My hair is fallling out pretty good right now, and it sucks a$$.  I have such beautifully thick hair, and I don't want to say good bye to it, I get my protein and vitamins in, but it happens to the best of us.  
Well I better get to studying, my boss is out and I have a lot of reading to do for school on Monday so this is the perfect time to do it.
Oh yeah I am down 56 lbs since surgery and 70 lbs from the end of June.

Well I've been up since 2 when I got the phone call my sister was on her way to the hospital to have my neice.    I just got the text messge that Lauren Marie was born this morning at 7:26 am 8 lbs. 1oz. and 18 inches long.....Yeah I am an aunt again!!!!

Well one more week until I start the nursing program.  I am a bit nervous and I have been spending tons of money on books and what not.  So not only am I broke, I am having to start working parttime, which would be so fine with me if it wasn't for the money situation.  I think my stall is broken, at least that is what I am hoping.  The scale says so, and it has for 2 days now, so lets hope it stays that way.