Oh Geeze

Oct 22, 2011

I am seriously getting nervous now! My surgery is four days away, oh god. I have tried not to think about it at all for months & really I honestly did not think about it, only in the way of I have a lot of time before surgery, it's so far away. I have waited a long time. It wil have taken me approx 12 months to get this surgery. I had to change my PCP which took a month, then I thought just visiting my new PCP for two months would count towards the requires six months visit with PCP required by my insurance. I was wrong. So, I wasted two months seeing my new PCP thinking it would count as my six months. My PCP said I had to see a dietitian for six months. so it took me a month to get the appointment & when I went ohhh sorry you need to see Lori & she isn't here today. They should have told you on the phone that it was her you needed to see.  That again had wasted another month. So as you can see I have four months wasted time so far. I finally finished my six months then the testing comes in, that took a couple of months. Then I am told at scheduling for my surgery that my Surgeon is going on vacation, more of a delay. My point is I have been waiting forever that is why I have been like, oh I have time..... My time has ran out! The clock is ticking & I am nervous, I really don't know why. I have had two prior major surgeries. Maybe because my last surgery was soooo painful. Oh well. I need to quit stressing out.  I think I will go clean house to mellow out.

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