carman
I thought I do this now, I was very small until 5th grade, up untill then I was a 6x dress, then all at once Iwas 12, then just keep coming on. I come from a large family, where my great grandmother took 12 yerds of cloth to make a dress and wore size 12 shoe. My Mom was large until she had surgery back in 1989, then she was about 200 then. Compare to 500, She was alway the joker, I quess that how she handle it. I turn to food as a friend, it did not judge me and was always there. I was never in a group, I had friends but only a few, then I was so shy. But not now. I was the baby of the family until my father remarried and I got 2 more sister, I was 26 when the first one come along. We are so much alike , we sleep them same. the younger one is like my older sister talk to fence if talk back. Then I was so mad, but come to love them, My brother Conard past away Aug.1996 he was Obesity, My mom I lost in Dec 2000, she had surgery done but to late, she had so many problem with her health. But she my Angel that I hold onto to get going, make it for my kids. I do not want to miss any of there life at all because I did not fight to lose. I always felt no one would want me, but my daughter father made me feel like I was a queen, then I got my daughter, I had ear problem and hearing all my life, I had so many surgery I can not count them anymore. I had ask God to give me 3 wishes, He did, I got to hear my children cry,hear the say the love me and call me mommy, and to hear my wedding vows, I got all of that and more. I just do not know what I am here to do but it has to be something. I want to go back to school, I hope to start in the fall. it funny my sister will be starting college to. It so hard when you have people around you always trying to get you to eat something knowing you can not, so I change some friends on that and talk with the others. That is why I so happy my doctor office told me about this site. God gave me another chance to happy and health.
