9-13-2009

Sep 13, 2009

Sooooo  the 11th was 30 days, and I haven't heard anything. I know it's 30-45 days...so I'm being patient.  I know I can probably call and see if there is an outcome, but I'm too scared.  Too scared to hear no!   I've been thinking about it sooo much lately.  What will I do if the answer is no?  I'll go crazy I'm sure.  I feel like this is my last hope.  Maybe I'll get the nerve up this coming week to call.  I don't know.     Also, I've been spending soooo much time looking at the DMHC IMR decisions websites.   I keep reading them over and over and over again....   I probably have them all memorized.    

Oh...I forgot to mention that I got a letter from Kaiser showing the information they were sending to my DMHC case worker.  They had all kinds of mis information.   They said I had lost 186 lbs w/ RNY, when really I had lost 128 lbs.  They also had the wrong surgery date.   They also said I said I was sporadic about following my RNY guidelines....which is something I would never say.   I mean seriously...even if I was (which I followed all my guidelines to a T).. what sense does that make for me to say that to my doctor?    Like... Oh I just do what I want..when I want..however I want...but I still don't understand why I'm gaining.  Please!  They are so stupid.  They also referenced my weight in their letter for whatever reason...they used a date of 8/13/2007...the day before I gave birth. So when I was 9 months pregnant. Hello?  That doesn't even make sense.   

So anyway...  I immediately got a letter to the caseworker telling them of all their misinformation.  Hopefully that helped.

Well, I'll post back if I hear anything..or if I decide to call

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