unsuccessful

Jan 29, 2015

I feel like I am being unsuccessful at this already! It's now 10 weeks since my surgery. I havent done any exercise. I am not getting even close to 64oz of water in...maybe 6! I don't always remember to take my vitamins. I have started cheating here and there on TERRIBLE things like cereal and doritos. I feel like I can't control myself. I KNOW its wrong, but its like something else takes over my brain and says "JUST EAT IT"..and I do, and then I feel like a piece of s**t. I also feel like I am hungry quickly after I eat. As soon as I finish something, it's like I need something else. I wanted to be successful. I wanted to get healthy. I wanted to lose more than 45 lbs...and right now, i feel like a big failure. That's all I have to say. It's pretty sad. I havent given up completely. I am still looking into more options on getting myself on track but, so far I am still in the doghouse. 

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