I HAVE BEEN BIG ALL MY LIFE, AS A MATTER OF FACT EVERY CHILDHOOD,TEENAGER PICTURES ARE ALL OF THIS OBESE HUMAN BEING[ME!]  AS A CHILD IN GRADE SCHOOL I NEVER REALLY GOT TEASED SO MUCH BECAUSE MY WHOLE FAMILY WENT 2 THE SCHOOL AND EVERYBODY PRETTY MUCH KNEW EACH OTHER. WHEN I GOT A LITTLE OLDER IN GRADES 9-12 I GOT TALKED ABOUT A LITTLE, BUT SINCE I WAS CONSIDERED ONE OF THE POPULAR STUDENTS I GOT THE LAST WORD. AS AN OBESE PERSON I LEARNED THAT MANY OF US HIDE BEHIND OUR SENSE OF HUMOR, WE ALWAYS HAVE 2 BE THE FUNNIEST ONE IN THE ROOM! WELL NOW THAT I'M 32 IT'S NOT SO FUNNY! I LOST MY MOM WHEN I WAS 18, SO THAT DIDN'T MAKE MY WEIGHT ANY BETTER, THATS WHEN THE POUNDS REALLY STARTED 2 ROCKET!!! I BECAME PREGNANT @ 19, HIGH RISK OF COURSE, DUE 2 MY OBESITY AND BLOOD PRESSURE I WAS PUT IN THE HOSPITAL 2 MONTHS ON BED REST UNTIL I HAD MY CHILD, WHICH WAS 6-2-95 I HAD HER VERY PREMATURELY SHE WEIGHED ONLY 1 POUND! SHE STAYED IN NICU FOR 4 MONTHS, I BLAMED MYSELF 4 THAT. SHE IS A MIRACLE CHILD THAT OVERCAME DEATH A FEW TIMES, I AM PROUD 2 SAY SHE CURRENTLY A 13 YR. OLD HEALTHY YOUNG LADY, THANK GOD!       I GAINED LIKE 130 POUNDS SINCE 1995, THATS HORRIBLE!  NOW THAT MY MOM WAS GONE THAT LEFT ME AND MY OLDER SISTER, JAKKI WHO U SEE IN THE BACK GROUND AS MY WALLPAPER, ALL WE HAD WAS EACH OTHER IT WAS ME, HER,MY DAUGHTER MIKA , AND HER DAUGHTER KAYLA! MY SISTER WAS PRONOUNCED WITH CARDIOMYOPATHY(HEART VIRUS) BACK IN 1994, SHE WAS SICK AND WAS SENT 2 A BETTER HOSPITAL 2 TREAT HER SHE WAS GONE 4 LIKE 2 WEEKS I HAD HER DAUGHTER @ THE TIME, THIS WAS B4 I HAD MY CHILD. SHE CAME HOME AND GOT BETTER AND WAS LIVING LIFE, SHE GOT MARRIED AND WAS HAPPY! I WAS SO HAPPY 4 HER! MY SISTER DID EVERYTHING 4 ME AND MY DAUGHTER SHE WAS LIKE A SECOND MOTHER 2 ME. IN 2000 HER HEALTH TURNED FOR THE BAD LEAVING HER HOME BOUND FOR A YEAR, IN MAY, 2OO1 SHE PASSED AWAY FROM CONGESTED HEART FAILURE.  I HAVE CUSTODY OF HER DAUGHTER, KAYLA, WHO I LOVE LIKE MY OWN! SO NOW IT'S ME, AND MY 2 ANGELS, MIKA&KAYLA, AND I LOVE THEM WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!!!  I AM ALL THEY GOT SO IM GONNA HAVE THIS SURGERY 2 STAY IN THEIR LIVES LONG AS I CAN!  WITH GODS HAND I KNOW I'M BEING GUIDED IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION!  I DON'T FEEL NO WAYS TIRED! I DONT BELIELEVE HE BROUGHT ME THIS FAR, 2 LEAVE ME!                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   

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Surgery
01/13/2009
Surgery Date
Sep 28, 2008
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