chakara
Tales from the Darkside (Don't You Judge Me! = ))
Jun 14, 2010
So, 5 weeks out of surgery and starting to feel a little better. My daily routine is becoming bearable and managable. However, I am experiencing the world in a whole new way. I am always very in control of everything in my life (except my eating). The eating was a coping mechanism for when things seemed out of control. So, I recently attended a church picnic (Southern Baptist . . . lots of fried food) and I wasn't bothered or tempted. I didn't even think @ the food. I think I paid a lot more attention to the social aspect. I am sort of a leader in our church and know and talk to everyone. I am usually friendly and patient. BUT, I noticed some different things like people being inconsiderate, rude, and selfish. I have never paid attention to these things before and/or excused the behavior.I have always just loved people and now, I find them incredibly annoying! I hope this is not a lasting thing!!! With my coping mechanism gone, I may have to lock myself in the house to keep from saying hurtful, ugly things.
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About Me
Springfield, OH
Location
35.9
BMI
Surgery
05/11/2010
Surgery Date
May 03, 2010
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