Char126
Its been a while, but Im back
Jul 05, 2010
Hey Everybody I have not been on in a while...
Update on me-well I have to take the blood test tomorrow, and get the letter of consent filled out by my PCP, I juat hope that I am approved!!! I have been having some set backs which I have been beating myself up about, In May I was 329!!! I have NOT been that BIG since I had my 4th child so you can imagone the HURT I was dealing with!!! I went back in June and I lost 3!! So Im hoping that when I go back I can see some more results! Im still very nervous at times, and I am really starting to feel the reality of it, Im at the end of the 12 month required period that my insurance requires....I just hope that it is APPROVED!!!! I cant wait to get the surgury, but Im scared as far as what I CAN and CAN NOT eat!! lol!!!! I have tried doing that now but it didnt work, Quitting COLD TURKEY just may be the way to go!! <-----Is that a disguested face to you because thats how I feel, I hate that I have gotten up to this point but I now must deal with it....Im sad that I havent been on here like I should of been....I hope that anybody who reads this would consider dropping me a messagein my inbox, I would really love to have somebody to talk to thru the rest of my journey....Thanks! and this time I wont stay away,Ill try to be on daily from now on!