4 years out....

Nov 01, 2010

Four years out and I havent changed much since last year.  I am still hypoglycemic but have not had to check my blood sugars in almost six months because I manage my sugars with diet.  I weigh 145.. and Im not happy with that because Im still flabby.  I need to exercise more but (like before) I dont have time, and though that sounds like an excuse.. I truly do not.  I guess I could get up an hour earlier every day.. and make time, but I enjoy my sleep so much.  I work 8 hours a day, after work I go to my barn and work with my horses, by the time i get home I have just enough time to tuck the kids in and go to bed.  I make bad eating choices too, mcdonalds is my biggest downfall..  I WISH I knew what to pack myself every day and would take the time to do it... I know I could lose my extra 15 pounds then!!

Enough excueses, the good news is, i didnt become a statistic and gain all my weight back.  I could stand to lose 15 more or Im happy being the weight i am just to make myself firm up.. THAT would be nice.  For 17 years I didnt mess with horses because I was too fat and they didnt make riding clothes in my size... now, i am not only riding, i am training.  at 36 years old I am training a 6 year old thoroughbred, I never would have been able to do that when I was fat..  In theory Im happy, but i could be happier.. does that make sense?

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Havelock, NC
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10/09/2006
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